i feel so bad loosing the house i first dreamnt of giving to my parents, since papa died nobody really helped me in paying the house at cavite. my sister-in-law just had her work this year so its too late for her to catch up with paying the house.

the house we're transferred from pag-ibig loan to the buy back program of Robinsons. the total amount of the house is due and demandable which i cannot pay anymore, or let me rephrase that nobody in our family can pay anymore. but what i feel so bad about is that i can bring the house under a maceda law act which i was not able to do since my family was promising at that time to pay for it. they dont want to loose the house but they do not also want to pay. i cannot pay for it anymore since the house is still very far from my work and paying for it while im renting is impossible.

so i just let it go for me to reach this time that i really have to let go.