my mom texted me last night she said she misses me, she just do not know how i miss her more. since papa died i was the one who fills her emptiness, but ofcouse i could not really "fill" for papa. i told her to pray more than ever so God will be the one to "fill" her emptiness.

told her not to be depressed , but i know deep inside how hard is everything for her. she just cried without notice, get angry over a simple thing, and i understand her because the pain that she had is really something to be depressed about.

first dad died, where in fact she needed him most. second, my sister just wont stop living-in with her partner which is the worst i think. third, im so far from her, she has no one to talk to immediately that will understand her.

I just pray for her that she will be stronger than before.

We love you ma.

Chai and family