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heaven

Posted September 15, 2009

i dreamt of papa the other day, i think ive spoken with him during my sleep and asked him if what is heaven like?

he said "its the opposite of staying here on earth", he did not say its the opposite of hell, so i assume living on earth is purgatory. but im not satisfied with his answer and asked an …

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weekend whirlwind

Posted September 14, 2009

last saturday i was so sleepy, when we went to Neil's aunt, i just went in their bed and doze off. felt so tired always after every week, as if i cant get enough rest. after lunch we went to valenzuela, the usual route every saturday.

we waited for mom to finish her work, around 4pm we went to h&y …

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autism spectrum disorder

Posted September 11, 2009

had another eval of joshua from his therapist at perpetual help. the first eval was "suspect autism spectrum disorder" but now he has a diagonis of "autism spectrum disorder".

findings said:

joshua was accompanied at the clinic by his parents, brother and his caregiver. He was holding a bottle of mi…

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mom

Posted September 11, 2009

my mom texted me last night she said she misses me, she just do not know how i miss her more. since papa died i was the one who fills her emptiness, but ofcouse i could not really "fill" for papa. i told her to pray more than ever so God will be the one to "fill" her emptiness.

told her not to be de…

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missing my lola

Posted September 10, 2009

i miss my lola Perla so much, i still live-by her teachings, her values, her sacrifice.

She taught me how to be strong, this is why i think im still alive.

siblings

Posted September 5, 2009

funny how i can relate my siblings and my very own relationship with  telenovelas below, all of our spouses are all poor and can be related to stars:

Chai & Neil (Maging sino kaman) related with Robin Padillas tatoos;

Audrey & Albert (Stairway to heaven) remember the theme song "langit ka, lupa ako…

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another day in paradise

Posted September 4, 2009

just accompanied mom and marga to the hospital today. we went to see papa's friend too mr. villaraza. i believe marga is doing better now than before. she is scheduled on november 6 for another session, very near at papa's 1st death anniversary.

still the office called me. i thought they are going t…

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my father

Posted September 3, 2009

 

I have come to a realization that going to heaven has no short cuts. The key is to undergo a painful process of sacrifice. The first step is being a servant. Its not being a slave, nor its not being employed as a domestic helper. Its being a servant to your own family, your parents, your children…

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responsibility

Posted September 3, 2009

 

i am having a hard time how to take care of my youngest son Joshua. He really needs a therapist that will understand him. However, all of the therapists that took care of him, except for one, all of them focused on just how they will have income. No emotion whatsoever. But i know one therapist th…

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